Tuesday, November 21, 2006
HELLO THERE!
I know its kinda stupid to be blogging in the midst of studying for 2quizzes up to come on thur&friday. But i just feel like blogging suddenly. hurr. dun ask me why, treat it as an urge. HA.
i've been reading blogs. Blogs where they say that their lives are mudane, as in they're living in a bubble and etc. Then i'd thought to myself, am i living in a bubble too?
Everyday school's like taking so much time and its like i've been seeing so many friends here and there. But sometimes i really wonder, who really stayed til the end?
Not saying that i do not love my 'present' friends, but wheres my 'past' ones. I missed them ):
And it really feels weird to see my old really really close primary school friend cum neighbour friends with my friend! Its like eversince like how long, i've not been talking to him and suddenly, he pops up as my friend's friend? SO WEIRD.
or how bout this. My primary school crush suddenly talked to me and kinda flirting with me because hes single again? like what?...
o wells. thats kinda weird uh. how things go. like you'll never what happens next.
Okay something else i wana say.
THIS WEEK SEEMED TO PASS SOOOOO FREAKING FAST........
tomorrow its Wednesday ready? like woah.
You know i have like so many 'urges' but all are unable to fufill them.
Like whenever i listen to some songs or see my piano, i just wana play a nice piece and enjoy it but i just cant find the time. its like my body wont wana let me or theres other first piorities i hafta do. BOOO la. how i wish theres ample time for me. enable to once again get inspired by someone's playing and get me down to playing. And play it like someone who have passed her grade 8 and not like some average grader. How i wish to play a piece without seeing the score.
And how i wish to have a very strong will like cass, to be able to slim down sooo much within 2months and become a gorgeous babe. And how i wish to have the brains of a damn genius and get a gpa of 3.0 and above.
.....HOW I WISH everything i wished came true. HA.
i know its stupid. but maybe once awhile, pinning on those 'impossibles' doesnt hurt oneself right?
OH. i almost forgot. the Pictures we took during Juan's bdae celebration!
It was fun! hahaha actually its like a replica of Sarah's one lah. loll anws. Bdae cake at NYDC then the legal age ones headed to Rav (our usual gay pub -.-") and laters to raymond's place. Was nice la, thou i think we slept halfway talking in the night. LOL. (but after that night it really kinda made my determination t really 'stand' strong. HAHA. i hope this time fo'real.) ((:
anws. enjoy them my dears. (:
I think i better get back to reading abit more of my notes. Tmr school's 8am but luckily ends of at 11am for me! YAY.
Iwouldntletaminutegotowaste
Iwouldntwantmyfaithtogotowaste
Iwantyouandyourbeautifulsoul.
canibeprettyinsideoutlikepeoplesay
canibeprettyinsideoutlikepeoplesay
---EDIT----
HAHA. i finally received my 3rd bdae present after like 839482923days! loll. So, whens my 4th?
oh btw, to dear you. you know what. I think it fits perfect. (((: THANKS yea.
loves.
P/S: you know what. (i've a confession to make.) HAHAHA actually i didnt except it coming. serious, i thought like you would forget or what? Then later i realised actually you did asked my friend etc. Thats real sweet ready (: HAHAHA you know somehow sometimes i really wished our friendship would be more of mutual? like hm we take turns to ask eachother out or even talk to eachother? Sometimes i'd think am i your gdfriend or just a hi-bye friend. aye. I just think quite alot la. Stupid i know but cant blame. GIRLS. hahahaha. anws. but i think im more than happy now. not just because i got your present but, it means im one of your goodfriends! I DUN CARE. i shall treat it that way! RIGHT?! okay i self-delcare it to be right. HAHAHAHA.
bleahh. ((:
lastly, although i'd wish martin ready but im gona do it again.
happy belated birthday hon! (((: