Wednesday, August 09, 2006 
oh no.
and once again..
its just like,
A free ride but its being paid already.
A cigarette break with a No-smoking sign ahead.
So afraid of losing somethings when it was never once my possesion.
A million questions stuck in the head which only requires an answer to all.
When you cant differeniate was it sweat or tears rolling down your cheeks.
Wanting to stop yet your legs are still operating the jogging movements.
Having a thousand spoons appearing when you just need a knife.
Getting a C grade instead of an A when you actually worked so hard for it.
All the mixed emotions in each of the sentences.
can you feel it.
maybe, perhaps blogging now seems to be a place for matters thats stuck in the head and never being showed out.
if only God could make out a perfect timing for a perfect couple at a perfect venue. It would just be
 almost perfect.
Life sure is IRONIC.
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