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Monday, October 10, 2005
feeling so listless, restless, lethargic, bored. at this point of time, life jus sucks. i duno how it happened nor why. just afta like my afternn nap, i felt empty, lonely. plus with the sad tuneful music playin in my head. music by piano just could deliver the feelings outta you. nth seems to interest me today. worststill, i gota listen to some things thats kinda like "omg. i told u im feeling so sad ready. and here u're still telling me bout ur unnessary stuffs" totally outta the mood ya? anw, forget bout tat, im talking stupid. gald that i had vinnie to chat with me. he kinda cheered me up alil, telling me his secret. im e 2nd one to know. or rather the 1st to know amg secondary frens. o well, i think if i need a shoulder, he'll lend his. grins* heres an in-depth poem:Standing on top of the buildingLooking down at the groundOn a cold and windy nightNo other people aroundTears falling down my cheeksI take a step; peek over the edgeThere is so many suicidal thoughtsRunning through my headA sudden gust of windCauses me to lose my gripI grab onto the side of the buildingBut my fingers start to slipI try to call for helpBut I can't make a soundWith my eyes shut tightlyI fall toward the groundThen I hear a soundAnd open my eyesWiping the tears from my faceI let out a small cryI'm alone, in my bedIt was all just a dreamOne that made me realizeThings aren't always what they seemI always thought I wanted deathBut when I fell I still tried to hold onIn the end I've come to realizeThat for my friends I have to be strong.
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