Monday, August 01, 2005
feeling so depressed nowadays.suffering from depression. and somehow i just cant find wads e reason to it. just felt so empty and depressed.however, somehow i stil laughed with my friends. durin pipc lab, fithri concluded tt that since i duno wads e reason to my depression, but thou im depressed, i stil luff... he concluded tt im reaching to e CRAZY, INSANITY stage whereby i just luff for no reason but im depressed. sigh... duno wad to say or wad to write further. im just a victim of depression. rahhh...tuna say there's nth to be broken since everything's broken. hahha.. wad stupid logic. why am i feeling so depressed man.....it feel soo sucky. fithri told me to solve my depression, i gota go do things that i like! and... now im gona ponder wad are e things i wana do....-so sick and tired of everything. I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again.What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.She wants to go home, but nobody's home.It's where she lies, broken inside.With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.Broken inside.Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems.Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.She wants to go home, but nobody's home.It's where she lies, broken inside.With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.Broken inside.Her feelings she hides.Her dreams she can't find.She's losing her mind.She's fallen behind.She can't find her place.She's losing her faith.She's fallen from grace.She's all over the place.Yeah,oh.She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah.
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