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Monday, July 11, 2005
today everything seems to go wrong. feeling so screwed and it sucks. in e morning, wanted to practise my piano but cant. wth.. then when gona go meet e rest to watch inital D, cldnt find my racket. darnn. was lk searching frantically for it LA. stupidd. nearly teared. i know its kinda stupid to cry for a lost racket. budden guess, its e accumulation of sadness in me. been feeling low for e past few days. i duno why or wad caused it... or ok i can say, i think i figured *it out. aint sure whether what im thinkin was right or wrong.. aint sure whether i did the right thing not.. aint sure whats gona happen next. aint sure of all the things thats in my head ... but there's one thing im certain, and thats kinda hurting to say. sometimes people say its a hassle to be involved in relationships, then why let people fall? when they dun intend to catch em? i just dun understand. or was i misunderstood? aint sure... im scared to fall. arghh. wth... just so idiotic la. crapping. neway, initial D was nicee. hmmm jay looks nice in there. kinda timid guy with hmm blurred looks. its nicee thou. edision is handsomee... haa. i jus like his skinn tone LA. damm nice, kinda perfect. not too tann nor fair. NICE. hmmm. yeah, i shld be observing people and not think of those stupidd nonsenical irritating hurting to e mind and heart stuffs. yeahh. okay, so inital D watched ready. left with alot like love, fanstatic 4. oh yeah, lotsa ppl commented fanstastic 4 was nicee and funny. cant wait to watch it! hmmm. hopefully able to watch it on wed before trg since it starts at 6pm? wth right. nvm. hmm. guess tml i shall just stay at home and play my piano and watch e dvds again. then yeah, clean up my room. its getting messy.... and perhaps swimming or cycling? arhh. need to pull someone with me. *ponders* who to call along mann.. -aint gona think anymore. my brain is telling me not to think about *it, but my heart speaks d otherwise.
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