Friday, November 05, 2004
currently listening to `untitled.
duno why, tis song jus let out ur vulnerabilities. haiy.
i'm staring at nth now. typing out blindly..
sometimes, i jus feel tt there's another part of me that i'm unwilling to reveal it.
`indeed there are many happy things happened on me, however sad times do happened too. whenever i thought of wad happened; how i grow up... all the tiny things dat accumulated what i am today.
learnt to be stronger, optimistic most of all, learnt to let go.. i think i've grown up. haa.
everylittlething is a task for me.
am i a failure in love? i desired so much to hav someone sitting beside me no matter wad happens. always there for me. bud it seemed tt it doesn't last. i was afraid to giv out everything. i hesitated initially.. in e end, i stil gav it all. i thought i wld get back wad i gav. i thought it wld be a happy ending, jus lyk fairy tales' happy ending. `the prince and princess lived happily ever after. however, reality caught up with me in the end. kept running, trying to avoid it, kept hanging on it. in the end, it stil caught up with me... and i've learnt to let it go.
I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edgeI’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes onAs I’m fading away
I’m sick of this lifeI just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
`isnt it meaningful? presenting: `untitled.
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