Sunday, October 17, 2004
as usual, now at my cousin's hse. now chatting with kerry.. hmm... jus knew something. kerry n johanan are gd friends. haaa~ 2dae he's visiting kerry's hse to stardy with him. haa~ hmmm they're studying tgt... haa. not bad sey~
hmm feel lyk writing something..
The girl in the mirror
She dressed up nicely, had her makeup on. Just before leaving her house, she looked at her full-length mirror. In the reflection, it showed an oriental girl with a pretty face having a slim figure which most girls desired. However, she did not feel it that way. Suddenly black strips flowed from her eyes. Was it because of her mascara or was it something felt inside her?
She looked at the mirror. Again, she turned sideways and looked at the mirror. The only word she had in her mind was 'FAT'. She felt she was fat. She was not pretty at all. Since young she had a sweet tooth, she indugle in all kinds of food. However, after consuming the delicious food, she force them out of her mouth. She tried all means of ways to get the food out even to the extent of using pills. She felt that it was the only way to be slim and pretty; her health was at stake. Despite of relatives' concern and persuation to ask her to stop, she continued doing so. No one was able to convince her that she was pretty and slim. Until a day, a stranger spoke to her. She told her she was pretty and slim. It was all hallucinations. All she need to do was to believe in herself and have self-confidence in her. Everything was just part of her hallucination. After talking some senses into the girl's head, she woke up. The stranger embraced her and left. It was just as if she had woken up from a long long dream that she have been in. Eversince then, she never saw that stranger anymore. In fact, deep down in her, she was very thankful of her. She "opened" the gate for her.
She looked again at the mirror and realised-it was the mascara. She was pretty and slim after all.
haa... wad a story. hmm.. jus part of my thinking. haa.. weird huh. nowadays suddenly indugle in writing. haaaa.... okok. gotta go now, heading home. just nice to end it dat way.
tata~
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